DAVIDSON, teagan

[``teagan davidson !]

teagan rebekah davidson!

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and i think i'm pretty dayym sexy.

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just one pretty little package !

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you know you can't help but love me.[/center]

full name •teagan rebekah davidson
i go by • teagan
nicknames • tea, teagers, bekah, becky
age • nineteen
birthdate • 7/27/1987
heritage • irish/english/scottish
hometown • toronto, ontario, canada
sexual orientation • heterosexual
member group • loners
house picture •

the stars in my eyes burn bright !

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i think you'll remember this sweet face.[/center]

hair •
teagan's hair is naturally curly. when she was younger her parents called her annie because of those shirley temple ringlet curls that she had possessed from birth. teagan has never once curled her hair. it is naturally that curly, though teagan sometimes wishes she had straight hair like so many of those fashionistas that run the top of the pack posess. sometimes teagan will not do anything to her hair and just keeps it curly, though she does own a chi straightening iron that she will use from time to time. teagan really doesn't straighten her hair too often though; just if she is going to a special event like a prom or concert will she take the time to straighten her curly locks. it simply takes too much time to straighten all that hair and her hair seems to have a mind of its own. usually less than thirty minutes to an hour after straightening it, little waves have begun to creep back into her hairstyle. tea's natural hair color is a dirty blonde, though she has dyed it various colors ranging from more platinum blonde, to brunette, to dark brown, to nearly black. she has also experimented with different color temporary hair streaks just for the heck of it. at the moment, her hair is a deep dirty blonde, nearly light brunette in color.
eyes •
Teagan's eyes are a brillant green in color that changes with the light and the color of the clothing she is wearing. Her eyes hold a mysterious quality, almost as if she has something she is hiding. Her eyes catch others and pull them in before they even have a chance to know her, and hold one's attention longer than pretty much any other teen in toronto.
height •
5'6"
weight •
125 pounds
style •
Teagan's style varies from day to day and depends on what kind of mood she is in at that particular time. Though she isn't the girliest person on the planet, Teaganwill wear skirts and dresses from time to time, as long as the items of clothing aren't in shades of pink! Teagan's preferred style is darker colors, blacks, reds, and blues. While she isn't a goth or emo by any means, Teagan does have a darker and twisted side. She is into to older music styles, so she has a rather mammoth collection of band tees, some vintage and some of more modern bands. She doesn't have to shop at designer stores to be happy. Her most favorite brands of clothing are typical of most people her age, such as American Eagle, Hollister, and occassionally, Hot Topic.Teagan doesn't really wear jewelry too often, though you will often find her wearing a simple gold locket that was passed down to her when her mother died. She has pierced her ears once, but does not have any 'odd' piercings such as a nose ring, or belly button rings.

there's monsters in my closet !

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nobody's perfect, but i'm sooo close.[/center]

likes •
drawing, writing, journaling, cutting, drinking, drugs, instant messenger, texting, myspace, being alone, black and red, starbucks, chocolate, running, tutoring, music, her iPod, the theatre, shopping (in moderation), guys, her closest friends, 60s, 70s, and 80s bands, rock, punk, and alternative music
dislikes •
th, abuse, pink, parties, big gatherings, being in big groups, eating disorders, abortion, snakes, bugs, spiders, heights, snobs, petty arguments, pregnant doges, rudeness, obnoxious people, liars, traitors, backstabbers, country music and rap, thunder and lightening, storms, broken families, people always leaving, loss, grieving
fears •
Teagan fears never being able to lose the addiction on drugs.
She fears never finding someone to love her and love her back.
Really no one knows about her past as a cutter and druggie, with the exception of her closest friends. Teagan fears that one day those facts will be leaked to the public.
goals •
Then she wants to attend NYU and major in music producing. Teagan really wants to open up her own record company. many bands have made a difference in her life and helped her through her darkest hours. Teagan wants to open her own studio and discover great new bands who will make a difference in the lives of a new generation of teens.
secrets •
Teagan was raped about six months ago, though none of her friends know about it. She hopes that no one ever finds out, even though it is difficult for her to carry around such a big secret each and every day.
personality summary •
+Headstrong
Teagan is definitely not weak in mind, body, or spirit. She has been through many triumphs and troubles in her 18 years, and never once has she ceased fighting or giving everything 110%. Teagan will never give up and knows exactly who she is a person. She knows what she wants in life and won't stop until she gets it! Teagan knows that everything in life isn't always smooth sailing, but she won't let that get her down. Teagan will keep reaching for her goals until she finally is at the place where she wants to be! Teagan believes in following her dreams and believes in doing what makes her happy. Even if she doesn't always go with the flow and is her own person, she is still going to be happy because she doesn't think about what others think of her! The way she sees it, life is a lot easier as a loner. She can be as crazy or as wild as she wants to be without being judged or made of for being her own person!

+Sensitive
Despite Tea's tough outer shell, Teagan is one of the most sensitive and caring people you will ever meet. Teagan is really atuned to others feelings and tries her hardest to never judge 'a book by its cover'. Teagan knows from experience what it's like to be on the outside looking in, and she'd never wish that feeling on anyone, not even her worst enemy. Teagan always looks out for others interests and never puts herself first. She isn't Mother Teresa by any means, but she does love and tries to put others before her and care for others whenever she can.

+Loner
Teagan is definitely a loner. She doesn't have many friends and rarely hangs out with the ones she does have. Since the death of her mother, Teagan loved being alone, locking herself up in her bedroom for hours at a time. Since her mother died last year, Teagan has never been able to be around others. Most of the time she sits in her room moping and working on her drawings. The only times she meets up with others was when she was lost in the drug scene last year. She stopped using for awhile, but has gradually begun to use once more.

+Broken
Teagan's life wasn't always horrible. In fact, when she was younger, Teagan believed she was the luckiest girl in the world. All that changed the night her mother died in 2006. Since that time, Teagan had been upset and depressed, cycling through periods where she cut herself. Now, 2 years later, Teagan is finally coming out of the depression. She still cuts herself on occassion, but she is no not nearly as broken and shattered as she was a few years ago. Teagan turned to drugs shortly after her mother's death and continues using today even though her friends have tried to get her to stop on more than one occassion.


+Quiet
Teagan is definitely not outgoing or bubbly in any way, shape, or form. She keeps to herself in social situations such as school dances or parties, and rarely goes out clubbing.Teagan will speak, but is never the one to intitatie a conversation. She is never the life of the party and if she does go out, she is usually seen as the 'wall flower'. Teagan does have a few friends, but she mainly sticks to herself. She will open up to those that are her friends, but she will not really talk to you otherwise. If you want to be her friend, it will have to happen on her own terms, not yours!

let's pretend i don't know them !

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we've got this love-hate relationship.[/center]

where would you like your house to be? •forest hil
mother • marie riley davidson- deceased
mother's occupation • fashion designer
father • frederic aaron davidson- 47; on the run
father's occupation • carpenter
siblings • none
pets • charley- mini sheltipoo (black)
other important people •
annelise rebekah adams- 34; aunt
adaen tyler adams- 35; uncle
bradley james adams- 12; cousin
history •

teagan rebekah davidson was the first born child of typical, middle class toronto parents. After being married for exactly 5 years, her parents, Frederic and Marie , were finally ready for the arrival of their first born and only daughter. On the hot, stormy night of June 23rd, around 4 am, the world became known to teagan. From the moment she was brought home from the hospital, her parents pampered and showered the little girl with love. She had a typical childhood, but was always ahead of most children her age. She always asked questions and never stopped wanting to learn more. She was always at the head of her class, and not only was she smart, but she always wanted to share her vast knowledge with others.

Her life seemed to be perfect, but as she got older, it became apparent that her parent's marriage was beginning to go down in shambles. it seemed that they fought all the time and teagan often ended up in the middle of their fights. at first, her parent's fights were simply verbal, but as time went on, they got violent. teagan's father began beating on her mother, threatening to kill her if she didn't start being a better wife. teagan's mom refused, so late one night the unthinkable happened. when teagan was 16 years old, after enduring her parents fighting from the time she was about 12 years old, it all came to a tragic end. teagan had been over at her friend, isa's house and came back over the next day to find her dad out of town, and her mother's body in the family's living room. teagan immediately called the police and filed a report. teagan's father was tracked down, and surprisingly, they believed his story that teagan's mother had fallen down the stairs and hit her head, killing her instantly.

teagan didn't believe the story for one second and soon fell into a deep depression. her grades fell and she began abusing drugs and cutting herself to relieve the pain. when she had just turned 17, her father began taking out his pain and anger on teagan, claiming that it was all her who had caused frederic to kill marie. teagan became the victim of his abuse. at first, it was just verbal attacks, but they soon became violent as well. her friends questioned her about the orgins of her bruises and bumps. at first, she lied saying she was clusmy but finally after about six months of living that way, teagan fessed up and turned her father over to the police. somehow, frederic found out about his warrant and left the country. teagan believes he ran away to lreland, the home of their ancestors, but she isn't really sure.

since that time, teagan has pretty much rasied herself. she has never been caught for being pretty much alone, and since she is 18 it doesn't really matter that she has no guardian. teagan works at hollister every day after school and mostly every day during the summer. she has enough money to support herself and has friends who help her through her troubles. though her closest friend has kicked the drug habit, teagan continues using. will her friend be strong enough to resist, or will teagan pull her back into drug's wrath?

i'm the person behind the mask !

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being other people is like a hobby for me.[/center]

name/alias • carrielee
time zone • eastern
contact • pm/emailll
member title • the broken girl
role play sample•

austin bit his lip and ran his hand through his slightly messy and curly locks of hair. he really felt terribly for his attitude and the way he was acting towards his friends. after all, they were just trying to be helpful, right? if they were, then why did it feel like their help was just going to suffocate austin? did he really want help? did he truthfully want to stop using? or was austin already so addicted to the drugs that he couldn't just stop cold turkey? at the moment, austin was too confused and upset to think straight. he was even too upset to even play music for his friends like he had said he would. as tears threatened to fall down his cheeks, austin leaned down and reached for the drugs, the mirrors, and other tools he used when he actually used the drugs he had hidden in his case. shrugging his shoulders, austin looked down and kept his gaze away from carmen's dark eyes which were usually full of care for austin; eyes that for once held only shame and anger, shock; feelings that she had never really shown towards austin. "I...look Carmen..I know it doesn't make any sense to you...but for me...these drugs...they've become like...a security blanket...like...I'm living life on the edge...on a tightrope...and the drugs are the net beneath me..."

austin gathered up the drugs and paraphnelia and then closed his guitar case. leaning up, he slung the case over his shoulder and stood up slowly, thinking back to lc's directions for the guest bedroom. standing up, he shoved the drugs in his jean pockets and took one last look at carmen with tears shining in his eyes. "I'm...sorry, Carmen..." austin stood up and headed down the hallway, hating himself with each step. once he finally found the bedroom, austin pulled the door open and slammed it behind him. slinging himself on the bed, austin dumped the contents of his pockets on to the bed. staring at them, austin bit his lip and flipped over on his stomach, burying his head in the pillows as he cried.

oh, and by the way this app was made by caseyy of [CAUTION!]

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[( cassidy martinez )]

we already have a davis (:

so change the lastname pleaseeeerz.